It’s been a crazy few months, but then again, it’s been crazy the whole time. However, the last few months have been rather otherwordly. I could go deeper into it but honestly I’m still processing all that shit.
This is about the recovery of it. It’s another day without booze although I was tempted. Tempted is actually a strong word. If you are offered and say no, is that really temptation? Is it only a test if I fail. These are the things I think about.
I spent the day trying to revamp this website into something that resembles a blog and that meant going through all of my social media platforms for solidarity and assessment. Spoiler alert: I didn’t do shit besides dick around on WordPress and Pinterest. So if you see more of those videos pop on on Twitch, it’s because that’s what I’m into as far as propagating content, players.
I normally hate watching movies and shit but I’ve got nothing but time right now while I figure out new and exciting ways to pass the time, Today it was a Clockwork Orange, The Last Jedi, Marvel’s What If…? (which was actually pretty fucking amazing and already worth the rewatch), and fucking Pitch Perfect.
Pitch Perfect (and I might be showing my age which is weird because I’m technically only 8) has been solidified as a generational classic in my book. Keep in mind the book is written by a psychonautic gender fluid pro black Muslim convert that also happens to be one the most ridiculous comedians in Las Vegas. And I’m gonna go out on a limb and tack a “now or ever, living or dead, vaxxed or not!”. That last one isn’t necessary but perhaps people in the future (like there’s a future. Heh!). So, safe to say it’s a fucked up book in a series of fucked up books. Regardless, Pitch Perfect’s praises are sung there on more than one occasion.
I also fasted today. It was refreshing and I’m really considering making it a regular practice again. I could see this becoming something that I do once or twice a week. Again…What if…? Is it really fasting if you can’t afford anything to eat? The answer might surprise you!
This is my creative contribution to myself and the world today. I keep telling myself that this is going to be a place where I post dope stuff. It will be. However, I also need a journal and practice writing. So boom! Another day in the glorious world of scratch paper.
I’ve also decided to add the song that I was talking about yesterday before I jump into my evening routine. That could be a post in itself because it’s something that I’m trying to cultivate again. I feel as thought I’m rotating my mental and spiritual crops.