Understanding change seems to be more of an issue for humans that we originally anticipated.
Have you ever noticed how the people that complain and nag and bitch and insist that there is something that you need to be doing are usually the most ridiculously fucked up people themselves?
It’s as if there is some bridge made of personal development, fortified by self doubt, and inhabited by squatting trolls against rent control which those individuals they haven’t crossed out of fear, or more probably, self doubt, is where they’ve made their home; these people will constantly invite you over to talk about the bridge.
Judging people is not my job and I’ve frankly made it an undertaking to ask for forgiveness in my attempts. That doesn’t mean that I don’t have to deal with these folks anymore. No matter how much you try to cut certain things out of your life, there are some attributes that you are just going to have to accept.
There have been too many times (emphatically, in the past) that I’ve let a person in my life justify the retardation of my own personal growth towards success, joy, and wealth in any sense. Having finally had a real moment of clarity, I have decided to just go full Nancy Reagan and
suck a lot of dick just say no to things that don’t serve my highest self, goals, and most importantly God. It feels good to type that.
But life is nothing but changing. In reflection, I’m seeing that some folks are confused about this very basic concept. There is a huge issue with their truth and the truth.
That’s the way that I want to say it. That’s why we’re doing this online comedy journal that isn’t all that fucking funny so far. Stop trying to life your fucking truth and live in the actual truth.
Deadass exists for this reason. I just didn’t know it yet. There a couple of financial issues that I’ve had like not having money or a job. But both of those things are coming very soon. I’m confident in my foundation. I’ve started not to give a fuck and stopped fearing the consequence for the 1000th time in my life. It’s time to elevate and I see this CHANGE happening in myself whether I’m conscious of it or not. I don’t have any friends in this industry…okay, enough Drake quotes.
If it seems like I am rambling, it’s because I am. Just think for yourself. That’s the thing about things for the day. Stop reaching for the most convenient canned response and making everything fucking rhetorical. Live the truth. Truth is that things change.